37 days to the end of year....
AHHHHHHH, 2008 is ending.
this year flew super fast. ):
but its a really memorable year.
okay but now is not the time to start "emo-ing" that the year is ending.

Its been an interesting weeeeek. learnt loads of stuff!

- vulnerability, you run the risk of being hurt when you love people.
(no wonder they say love hurts. HAHA)
- the moment you start getting less patient, you start loving less
( applied to some, i repeat, some situations)
- pour a bucket of blood to inspire a drop


in conclusion, i wanna shepherd my sheep well & love them not based on circumstances, but genuinely love them for who they are. ( come on sheep, go awwwwwwwwwww)
i love my sheep yes i really do (((((((((: , but i want to love till the point that im willing to go the extra mile for them even if they sheepbite me, even if situations are awkward, even if i disagree with them at times, even if i risk being hurt. I still want to love my sheep just like how God loves me unconditionally even though im so,so,so,so,so,so x100000000 sinful.

Dear Angel, Kesha, Cheryl, Penglin:
haha my hawt sexy lovely beautiful sheep, i may not be perfect, but i promise i'll strive to give you guys the best. i'll prepare the best for every shepherding, love you guys for who you are, make every shepherding a touchdown, and set an example for you to follow. thanks so much for being a great bunch of people. thanks for always being so understanding, thanks for encouraging me, thanks for being so sweet ( haha they really are)
im gonna grow so much more so that i can feed you guys spiritually till you grow FAT!

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